Why am I so foolish as to think my trust is worth anything to people. I really have no idea why I put it out there anymore, for it seems everytime I let the walls down, everytime I let someone in...they find their sharpest knife and drive it into my heart.

I am sick of it, I told myself it was the last time, and this time I truely mean it. There are a few of you who have slipped within the walls, and you will be enfolded within, but for the rest of you, fuck off, stay the hell away from me.


Maya

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In an odd frame of mind this week, not sure if its all the meds or what. I haven't been sleeping well, and am dreaming a lot again. Odd dreams, disturbing...

Good news for those of us who are farscape fans, looks like they are going to do a 4 hour mini-series if TV guide can be believed. I certainely hope it is true! I would love to see the loose ends tied up, the way they left it..UGH

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Still battling this cold, bilater inner and middle ear infections, ruptured ear drum and an Upper Respitory Infection. Yeah, its drained me in more ways then one:)

I am sitting here listening to the Phantom of the Opera, enjoying some relative peace in the house until the men return from skating. For some reason I have been full of desire to revamp the house, the energy level isn't there, but I am trucking through it. Getting rid of tons of *baggage* both emotional and physical, to many memento's of times I would do best to forget. It has been cathartic, and I guess good for me.

My biology course is goign slowly, part of my plan is to create a better study area for myself, one that my lil one can't run off with my school work!

Sigh, and there are the men, time to go be productive and put away groceries.

Maya

Caught a bit of a cold, been down and out for a bit. I am down to no voice, can't lay down to sleep and struggling to breathe, its lovely.

So, you are not getting much out of me today, shall write more when I am feeling better.

Maya